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Viva La Gloria
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About Me Official Beta Tester Emotional Poet Carly TaylorFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Little GirlI open the door.   
Step inside.   
There's a little girl crying,  she's wailing for her mother  but I can't go to her, I can't  reach out to touch her.   
Her hair is dark, wavy.  Her eyes are melted chocolate.  Her skin is pale, she's got  freckles on her nose.   
And she can't yet speak, still  so young and small.  But her face is sad.  She wants to know why.   
And I can't find the words  to explain.   
I'm choking. Little Girl
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Even AnymoreHe won't look at me, even, anymore,  or stay in the room when I enter.  He won't hear my name, even, anymore,  let alone speak it.   
All my friends say one of two things:   
1. Move on, honey. He's bad for you,  bad for everyone. I know it hurts, I  know you don't want to do it, but  take that knife and cut him out  of your broken heart before  he breaks it even more.   
2. Hang in there, honey. He's as hurt  as you are, as confused. I know it's  awful, but he needs his space just  like you need support. Just let  time work out all the pain  and yo Even Anymore
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To the Boy WhoTo the boy who changed my life  without changing his:  are you sure you can  live with what you did?   
Do you know how many  times I cried, not because  of how you treated me,  but because of how you  abuse yourself?   
To the boy who was my first kiss  and should've been my last:  do you honestly think that I  could ever truly hate you?   
Is it just that habit of yours  coming back again to haunt  you, or do you really not care  at all about what happens  to me now?   
To the boy who let me cry,  but never seemed to see me: &n To the Boy Who
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ForgiveDid it look like I was lying  When I cried in front of you?  Or didn't you think I would be honest  When you asked me for the truth?   
Don't look at me like that,  Though it's better than not at all.  How dare you not reach out to me,  How dare you let me fall?   
Yeah I know it's all my fault  Yeah I know you're too far gone,  Yeah I hope that you forgive me  Yeah I hope you'll sing along,  When you get how much I miss you  And I need you by my side,  Forgive me, please forgive me,  And let me make this right.   
Did you think you handled it well Forgive
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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 14, 2009, 8:41 PM


Wowza. It's been too long, huh? I miss people!!
Totally just went through like 200 comments...I feel so loved. :heart: :) Thanks!

Anyway. The personal life crap is just too much to handle, so I'll let the poems speak for themselves once I have time to write some. Things will end up okay I hope. You never know, of course, but I'm trying my best to be optimistic. ~dark-lotusgirl is pretty much my guardian angel, as usual. That girl gives such amazing advice. Now the trick is to follow it. :P I'm getting there, if slowly.

I'm in an interesting place music-wise at the moment. Current favorites?
:bulletblue: "Just to Get High" by Nickelback. :faint: Oh my God!! I can't stop listening to this song...ugh! And I'm not even a Nickelback fan. But WOW!!
:bulletpurple: "Lose Yourself" by Eminem. Dunno why. I'm just into it right now.
:bulletgreen: "Bad Romance" by Lady GaGa. Shit. This song is fantastic!!!
:bulletyellow: "Breathe In" by Frou Frou. Can't stop listening to it. It's so obscure and hypnotic. I just adore it!
:bulletorange: "Cop Car" by Forever the Sickest Kids. :heart: :heart: :heart: There's nothing to say but "WOW!!!"
:bulletred: "Statistics" by Madina Lake. :D Amazing song.

Oh, and the entire new Flyleaf album, "Memento Mori." Not only is the music incredible, the story behind it is fascinating and endlessly creative. I simply refuse to listen to anything else while I'm working on NaNoWriMO (which I AM doing, I swear!!) or homework. It's just too damn good! The best songs are "Swept Away," "Treasure" and "Beautiful Bride." They've gotten even better, so if you even remotely like Flyleaf, get the album. It'll blow you away!

I don't know why I just ranted about music. It's keeping me semi-sane. Kind of. :P

Love you all, give me updates!!
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Well...I dyed my hair pink. :heart: And here it is!!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: South Park. Oh yeah. What now, bitch? :P
  • Interests: Concerts, music, guitar...oh and writing. I guess you could say I like writing. :D
  • Favourite movie: Harold & Maude, Across the Universe, RENT, Rear Window, Juno, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless M
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance, Anberlin, Flyleaf, Green Day, Evanescence, The Offspring, Hey Monday...more...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative/Pop
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe (EAP!)
  • Favourite photographer: Steve Peterson
  • MP3 player of choice: My iPod Classic
  • Shell of choice: Snail
  • Skin of choice: Mine...well...usually...
  • Favourite game: Clue :P
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kenny :D :D Or Kyle...
  • Personal Quote: I just wanna see the light... -Green Day
  • Tools of the Trade: Fingers

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*royalocean 6 days 17 hours ago
Thanks for the fave (:

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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
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=fizzleout 6 days 16 hours ago
anytime. sorry it's been awhile.
how goes it?

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Gloria, where are you Gloria?
You found a home in all your scars and ammunition...
-Green Day "¡Viva La Gloria!"
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*royalocean 6 days 16 hours ago
No worries!

Good, just super busy. Yourself?

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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
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=fizzleout 6 days 16 hours ago
way beyond busy. ugh!!! doing NaNoWriMo though, which is fun. :D

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Gloria, where are you Gloria?
You found a home in all your scars and ammunition...
-Green Day "¡Viva La Gloria!"
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*royalocean 6 days 16 hours ago
I wish I had time to do that! I work too much.

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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
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*kimber84 Nov 13, 2009, 6:45:02 PM
you're been featured: [link]

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"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me".
Erma Bombeck :camera:
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