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Happy 'Happy'

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I guess it all just comes down
to how god damn sorry I am.

Sorry for being in love.

Sorry for being so young, in love.

Sorry for trusting something I never believed in.

Sorry for finding that place so cold you learn not to shiver.

Sorry for losing it when I should have held on just that little bit more.

But congratulations,
you got your wish.

It's over.

All of it.

I'm through feeling it,
through being that colorful girl
because I found my mask,
I tied the pretty ribbon real tight
and then I burned the knot until it
was melted together around my face.

I'm not getting out.

Just like you're not.

Nobody needs to see what's underneath
because as of right now, there is nothing.


Are you happy that I'm "happy"
or must I slit my wrists as proof?
so damn happy.
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